darrel has gone to army. i'd be lying if i sad tt i am ok.i'm not. i'm very sad.lonely.i really miss him alot alot alot.its really hard to go from talking to him like 5hrs a day to like 5mins a day...if i'm lucky. its really difficult. and from msging him all the time...n getting replies back. now though i still msg him from time to time throughout the day so he can noe wats going on in my life...i dun get replies...its hard...its sad. but o wells. either way he has to go through with army. we cant run from it...i noe...but still...it doesn't really make it any better. but i promised him tt i'd take care. so he wouldn't have to worry about me in the army. so i will. i'll tc. i'll make my time as productive as possible. filling my time up...i might even bake like pineapple tarts n cookies for cny!! maybe maybe..i'll be strong for him. i've cried enough about his going to army...i've shed enough tears...so its time to stop...its hard. but i'll manage. cus i noe tt he loves me n misses me alot too. n tt he's the one having it worse cus he will be so physically tired in there...so i'll strong. for you...i love you.